Euphoria~

Suus~

In this world, love lives no more
Time has no time for us anymore, no
Noo, oh
Noo… oh…
Time has no time for us anymore

My airplane lands
On your souls’s runway without lights.
They elbow their way and rise today,
Those who couldn’t live yesterday.

But yesterdays have no importance
they were devoured by stormy seas.
Oh, tomorrows won’t bring anything,
Only hope without hope and madness…

Let me cry… cry… cry…
Cause this is the best I can do now
Cause this is the best I can do now

Haunted~

From the very start, I had the trait of getting attached and not wanting to let go. But today I realize, the fear and sadness that I feel when there is no response is not from who I was born to be. Rather it is probably from a past experience. An experience where I was left in the dark. Unaware of what had happened and simply left behind. Ever since then I needed the voice of people, and if I got attached, I got attached and need the constant reminder that I am wanted. Because now whenever there is no sound, I immediately think I have been thrown away, I’m not worth it and is no longer needed. That’s probably why I always feel sad and lonely now a days….